Just for Brittnay

Go ahead hammer it in, over like the french say fin. Cold and lonely, thats the world for me. Bloody rags and used up syringes, not caring for my families cringes. Feelings I cannot deny, when im hooked I cannot lie. Demons and devils pulling at my arms, as my nerves numb and disarms. My parents reaching out, but unable because all I do is pout. Having an abandoned child four almost five, on my dead sisters money I thrive. Little brothers that hate me, your damn right because thats all we see. Trying to do better so I dont lose kaden, even if I must become a maiden. Leaving a perfect family behind, with only more drugs and abusive boyfriend to find. Stricken by guilt and sent to jail, finally sobering only feeling the pain of its nail. Austin forgive me and give me pity, ill do anything even leave this city. Sure sis that would be well, but I enjoy you rotting in hell.