Envy

Endless despair meets eternal hope, the feelings we encourage, these happy thoughts and the smiles that help us get by. The kindness we are given and shared among the less fortunate, the feeling of replacing the darkness with your own light. Always holding up your hand to care, nursing people back to health so courageously, her only medicine a hug and a firm shake. To even the one she desspises she provides such a heart warming gaze, as if the whole worlds problems just disapear in that manner of moments when most would run, or just toss someone away, it only seemed to be a strength. A family that doesnt support, a brother who betrayed her, a sister that abandoned her, and parents who care nothing but the bond of family. The only thing that keeps me going, that helps me let go, the one friend thats there for me when I feel lost, my friend Brenda. I envy her.